Happy 4th Birthday to me!🥰🥂🍾🎂🎈

No words will ever do justice to the immense gratitude I feel to still be allowed to wake up every single day.

I have never LIVED but have spent all my life since my childhood high on adrenaline and cortisol in extreme survival mode.

This year is the first time in my life that I actually see flowers bloom during springtime🌻🌸🌼

I have never even noticed them which is somehow very sad while at the same time incredibly beautiful to discover the wonders all around me just like a child does for the first time.

So far, I have received 4 (!!!) extra years, my God, how can I not be smiling 😁 and dancing 💃🏻 non-stop when I, scientifically speaking, should have been buried a long time ago.

I feel like the happiest and luckiest girl around and I seem to be gaining more and more child-like energy as I grow older. In the words of Laurence, some Benjamin Button feel. 

Reading the Mother ‘s day’s card from 2021 may be a painful memory as my cancer survival was very uncertain back then, however, that wake-up call has shaped my mindset in the sweetest way possible. 

I remain my best friend, my biggest love, and my greatest fan. Everything and everyone else fall into place once this alignment with oneself is truly fulfilled. Happiness becomes a byproduct and not an endpoint that one can actively and consciously reach.

Thank you Universe, everything tastes extra sweet these days❤️

My highlight of the day was definitely cheering🥂 to life with my sweet children while my biggest accomplishment of the day was conquering my weekly Mount Laundry😎 💪🏽

Children do not need a perfect mother, they need a mother who loves herself, has ultimate inner peace and is fully aligned with everything she embodies including her imperfections.

Cheers to whoever has thought of me one way or another and also to those who haven’t. To many many more years on this beautiful planet, growing and learning all there is about this delicious life🥰💃🏻

With all my love,

Mary

PS: Many know that I am a very bad texter (regardless of my birthday) so no offence if I reply late or even forget to reply. I am not ghosting anyone, well, at least not intentionally.

More often than not, I live without a phone (on purpose) to challenge myself that I can still live like in 1992 when we were more unreachable and our minds less cluttered and I am pleased to conclude that indeed we can😉